Before I was a Dog Mom

I made and ate hot meals unmolested.

I had unstained, unfired clothes.

I had quiet conversations on the phone,

even if the doorbell rang.

 

Before I was a Dog Mom:

I slept as late as I wanted

And never worried about how late I got to bed

or if I could get into my bed.

 

Before I was a Dog Mom:

I cleaned my house every day.

I never tripped over toys, stuffies, chewies

Or invited the neighbor's dog over to play.

 

Before I was a Dog Mom:

I didn't worry if my plants, cleansers, plastic bags,

toilet paper, soap or deodorant were poisonious or dangerous.

 

Before I was a Dog Mom:

I had never been peed on

Pooped on

Drooled on

Chewed on

Or pinched by puppy teeth.

 

Before I was a Dog Mom:

I had complete control of

My thoughts,

My body and mind.

I slept all night without sharing the covers

or pillow.

 

Before I was a Dog Mom:

I never looked into big, soulful eyes and cried.

I never felt my heart break into a million pieces

when I couldn't stop a hurt.

I never knew something so furry and four-legged

could affect my heart so deeply.

 

Before I was a Dog Mom:

I had never held a sleeping puppy just because I

couldn't put it down.

I had never gotten up in the middle of the night

every 10 minutes to make sure all was well.

I didn't know how warm it feels inside to feed a hungry puppy.

I didn't know that something so small could make

me feel so important.

 

Before I was a Dog Mom:

I had never known the warmth,

the joy,

the love,

the heartache,

the wonderment

or the satisfaction of being

A Dog Mom.

 

(Carol Wat)